erm...duno lehz...my life used to b wat i wanted...i had best frens...had a gang of good frens..had a cca i wanted...got gd kors..jies.. di dis...and most impt..a v hapie life...now every ting is wun big stupid mess...yupsie..i chose min ova shan...but min ALWAYS with her clique "equation" loh.......then she sae i keep goin with shan..its like..oi!!its u who neglected moi...nort i betray u..i tried lo..u pple out dere try lahz...try it lo...u wanna share ur probs..tel ur happie tings.or just to tok...then wait fer ur fren..relli to share everyting..then she comes out with her clique..giggle..giggle...laugh..tok...then u wanna start tokin they start..then tok al e way...bout tings u dun understand...i kept quiet lo...i gues tat moment if i get eaten up by e ground no one wil notice...so went with april loh...i alreadi tried my best in e frenship..wat more u wun???u r e wun not trying girl...u dun even gimme 30 mins a dae to just tok to u...tok bout 3 sentences todae onli??its pathetic..i am ready to try again..but u??and wel...studies arz..drop like hell..cant get e info in me brain....wel...also...my gan kor arz...neba tok to him liaoz...see him at e bus stop.we both neba sae anyting..dun ask wat....hey!!if i chose shan??i duno...she tok bout kenny turn frm her to min..then she sort of wrote she dun like ppl like tat...gues she tokin bout moi..mayb as min saes..she wasnt wat i tot she was..e old shan..e plain..cute..sweet..considerate gurl..not any more ba...i duno.....any one can SAVE moi???i HATE tis!!!!min....try once...can....if u wun...u give moi e chance..and u a chance lo..i now trying to save wat i can liaoz..duno whether wil succeed...duno..haiz..LIFE IS A BIG MESS MAN...toopid!!!!