yesterday had full dress rehersal again..had lunch with shan shan and kenny,april and well....ate halfway shan was toking bout butts and stuff..made mi lose my appetite lahx...was laughing like siao until stomachache lahx..sheesh...den we talk a while more lorhx.den shan wen home,met april,farah and minette den we talk lahx....dey talking bout their"brother in law" lahx..hahax...xD....den we stay back lorhx..had e usual dinner ,parade and stuff laghx..den wel,had to wear full uniform lahx..as in e syf uniform lorhx..e PINK wan!!!duno why suddenly changed...supposed to be sch uni de lahx....and wel,wear e skirt so long almost tripped lahx...lol...den wear e heels so uncomfortable lorhx..so not used to lahx...den somemore we started dressing bout 6++ lahx..lol....den cant step out of the room...we wanted to watch e parade lahx..haixx...sad sad....den wen wen fer rehersal ...so uncomfortable in e uniform...hot mahx....den wen on stage perform lahx..den had to practise again caz cher saes no good worhx..ended bout 8 ...waited fer min until 8:30..left lorhx..den chatted and laugh al e way...lol......
i am being super emotional tis daes...sheesh...mood swings like siao....i duno why lahx,..i can get angry over nth lahx..den get jealous also...haix...shan shan sae she last tyme also lidat..jus learn to live with it..why cant i remain as i used to b???e bochap lidat huh????gettin too sensitive fer comfort lahx....bleahx....